For David

i miss your face
  and eyes
The way your hands reached
 for me even when
  you weren't looking at me
   And i love you.
 i miss the rambling conversations
  about everything,
   From things in our past
   to Star Wars and whether
  we would ever make it
to other planets
  And i love you.
i miss your smile
  and shoulders
  and how you knew
  every single time
 i was bullshitting
  And i love you.
i miss the random calls
  And i miss the questions about girlfriends
  and the texts that came through
  hours later,
   and i missed every clue
    i should have seen
And i'm so, so sorry
And
i
love
you.